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I want it … I want every god damn bit of it.
I’ve come to a point in my life where I just feel like giving up. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know what I want anymore. Lately I’ve been so depressed and I’m letting it affect my relationship with those around me. No one in my life deserves this and I wish i knew how to apologize, so instead I’m just pouring my feelings out to a blog that probably no one will read. I want to be successful, I want to be happy, and I want to be the best person I can be to those around me. I want to quit drinking when I’m sad. Blacking out my problems is all I feel like I’m doing. I need to stop being a pussy and just be myself again and be happy. I need to realize that shit gets hard. I have wanted a tattoo for years that means strength and perseverance through hard times, and lately all I’ve done is be scared and try and run from my problems. I miss my family a lot, but that’s no reason to give up on my dreams. People die and it’s not fair. If anything happens to anyone I love I realize that I should be strong and be there for anyone else who needs me. Worrying about the inevitable is no way to live my life. I am sick of being depressed. I want to be me again. I love my life and I need to remember that. There’s nothing I can do but keep calm and carry on. There are people out there that care about me and being a jackass to them because I’m scared of losing them is absolutely retarded. I have started to push away someone who means a hell of a lot to me and I need to stop. This isn’t the first time in my life I’ve done it and it’s not fair to them or me. I’ll start fights because I’m too scared of shit that I shouldn’t even worry about. I need to stop doing this sort of shit because if I push everyone away and no one is left I will have nothing worth living for. I love everyone in my life so much and I apologize to everyone I’ve hurt or been a dick to lately. I stayed up until 3 AM just thinking last night and I know now what I want. No matter how hard my life or school gets, I want to finish school and keep living life to the fullest, because if I don’t then I know the only person I’ll be letting down is myself, and that is the biggest fear in my life. I am so afraid of failing myself that I feel like I’m letting go of my goals so I can’t disappoint myself. This is no way to live, I want to begin living my life by the philosophy of Sisu. Thank you to the person that made me think. I want to become the person I used to be.
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I’d like all of these framed now please, thank you.
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